Day 64...

I'm still trucking right along: counting my calories, exercising six days a week, keeping my stress level in check, etc. It's amazing to me how this time feels much easier than before. I know that it's due to the fact that I've invited God along on my journey. There's no struggle bigger than God. I don't crave much because I satisfy my appetite in moderation. I was even brave enough to indulge in an ice cream cone this past weekend. It's always been so hard to believe that I don't have to give it all up. However, week after week, I still see the number on the scale continue to go down.

I've found that the key to life is balance. There are so many things in life that tug at the little bit of time that I have to offer. From God to church to chores to friendships to family to "fun time" and "me time", it's scary to think I could lose focus of this weight loss battle. For now, it's always on my mind and never leaves me, and that's just what I need. A friend of mine posted an inspirational video on facebook that showed athletes on an obstacle course. As the video progressed, I started to notice people completing these very difficult obstacles, and more importantly, some of them were missing limbs, yes limbs. But, somehow, they were still climbing ropes and running. The narrator Eric Thomas, then said something that's stuck with me ever since, "When you want to succeed as bad as you want to breathe, then you'll be successful." Wow...what an a-ha moment! That's why this time is different...

I started my journey nine weeks ago. I've lost a total of 18 inches and 23 lbs so far. But, the best part is the way I feel...I am physically, mentally, and spiritually a new and better person. My goal was to find out how to enjoy the wonderful life I've been given. I've realized it's all about my attitude and the way I choose to look at life. It is up to us whether we will appreciate God's blessings or take them for granted. If we dwell on the negative parts of our lives, we will miss all of the happiness. I consider my mission accomplished, but I still have to finish this journey and maintain the lifestyle that allows me to be happy. I still have days where I struggle, and I presume I always will. The journey is not over, but it's going really well! God is good, and He will never leave your side!

Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." (Deuteronomy 31:6)